No Don't develop feelings
for a friend , I must say.
Yeah, please drown it
and keep’em at the bay.
Never will his Numb ‘hey’
become dear ‘bae’
On the first day
We were Strangers anyway.
Not a big deal, nay
Best friends forever
as he would say
let it just be that WAY.
THE END
Lest he’s GAY. (The illegitimate End)
Alternate ending piece slipped out of my draft.
∮Crafted On : 8th February 2024
#sorrynotsorry
Happy valentine’s day 💌
Love,
EWV
Sure thing Maranda, not everyone would want the same thing! I have been on your side too. But it’s not about all the friends, but that one person who acts like it is ofcourse more than friendship yet never address the fact through the very end . It’s hard. It’s fucked up. Thank you very much for sharing your stand on this , I’m honoured✨ 🙂
I have been there- in real life. There was this boy named Adam. I was feeling his energy as he loved anything French, as did I. We met in French class . His name was Alize ( accent over the E) . My chosen name was Antoinette. His nickname for me was Bette Davis as I loved older movies and anything dramatic like acting drama ( hard to elaborate on) sorry 😔 . Well- it turned out, he was gay and finding out devastated me. I accepted it though as we were great friends and luckily, I’ve always unknowingly been leaning a little bit more towards being left alone regarding dating . That helped me quite a bit 😀 . Clinginess with boyfriends/ friends always drove me batty . I haven’t spoken to him in years as life goes on and people are busy but I hope he’s doing well. I enjoyed thinking about this and the memories. We had great times and a lot of laughter . Thank you . Beautiful post
Oh Brittny Sis!! As they say.. everything you ever imagine is real, happens to be true I guess. I wrote this piece thinking about how fucked up things could be and in a poetic urge added that last bit of the friend being Gay..and here you are with the exact same but true story! I’m grateful that my work has found it’s person 😀 So Officially I’m honoured to dedicate this to my Sister Brittany 🥂❤️ Yet I’m sorry he turned out that way hope you found your love in a better person! Thankyou very much for sharing your story with me .. Means truly alot! Well not everybody writes a paragraph , which is a total gesture of awe to me! Cheers 🍻
Some people say I’m gay and I’m not but somehow I’m tickled to hear those rumors as if it’s a compliment. I saw this great movie by Xavier Dolan Laurence Anyways about lovers where she finds out he wants to go transwoman all the way. But they still love each other, and the possible tragic alternate worlds all disappear and love wins!
Actually there’s Hope: i go to this church that’s happy-unfriendly if you know what i mean. Anyway, rather than leave, i decided to challenge people, because they’re basically kind and good. So i pretended like i’m happy too, and at first there were whispers & rumors & talk & looks, etc. I even had so run-ins like with colleagues at work, and basically lost my job. But the good side is winning. Now people smile, they put my photo up with my daughter on the screen, and i can see they’re rethinking their biases. Jesus loved women, right? So there’s hope! Yes!
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